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Diary--- Megan helped.. a little. It's not like anyone could've really helped me in that situation anyway... but it was nice talking to her. I felt like we were drifting apart.. but I have bigger problems to deal with right now... like the fact that Brian and I still haven't talked for almost a week. I miss him, but I still can't forgive him... This has just been such a hectic week! And oh yeah, my car's taken away... that's cool. Apparently, I ask for too much gas money. Whatevs.. not like I really have anywhere to go right now anyway.
I sit on the cold, metal bench fiddling with my scarf, totally oblivious to everything. Well, that is until I hear a thud next to me that practically scares me out of my skin. I turn my head abruptly to see a guy.. a gorgeous guy! I know I have a boyfriend but, there's nothing wrong with a little... gazing; is there?
"Hey", he says, in the coolest, most casual voice ever... like he's my good friend.
I clear my throat a stifle a "hi". I straighten up and look over to him. Now is not a good time to let shyness get the best of me.
"So, whatcha doin?", he asks.
"Oh, ya know... just waiting for the bus", I sigh.
"Oh.. well, we are at a bus stop."
I giggle, "it is" i say with a smile. After a few seconds, I can see this convo isn't going anywhere as he starts to turn his phone over and over in his hand. "So, what's your name?", I try to be friendly, totally ignoring my shyness.
"Oh, I'm Josh", he smiles. Josh.. that's so dreamy... just like his adorable brown eyes, his gorgeous smile, and that nice hair that just makes you want to smile; so I do... I can't help it!
"I'm Paige" I say, swiping my bangs behind my ear to better look at his traits. Gosh, he's so cu...
"That's a nice name".
"Oh, thanks!" More silence... "Where do you go to school?" I question.
"HFHS. It's right up the street.. where do you go?"
"Me too!", I say, a grin spreading across my face. "What grade are you in?"
"I'm a junior... pretty much sucks, with all these tests and what not", he replies.
"I feel ya...", does anyone say that anymore?!.."I'm in tenth grade".
"Wait... you're Paige, Brian's girlfriend?" he asks.
I utter the tiniest wince and reply sheepishly "sorta..".
"Why the face?" he frowns back at me.
"It's just been kinda rough lately.. but no biggie I guess. Friday was his last day, and I haven't talked to him for a week".
"Ahh, dude, that sucks", he comments. "Well, if you ever need anyone to talk to, you know where to find me", he smiles.
OMFG. Is this like, the nicest guy ever?! Brian's never been this nice to me, he never listens to my problems, he never...
"You okay?" he looks at me concerned. I can feel my eyes start to water. Please don't cry, please don;t cry, please don't cry...
"I'm fine", I sniffle.
"Please don't cry!" he protests "Did I say something?"
"N.. No, I'm okay, thanks" Brian wouldn't care that I'm crying... he just... oh no, a tear.. it fell! oh no oh no oh no. I quickly wipe it with my wrist, trying not to smear my makeup
"Aww man.. don't cry", he scoots closer and pats my back. I can't help but let out a laugh. "Now you're laughing at me?", he smirks.
"Nono.. You're just.. so nice", I sniffle. I look into his eyes, then avert my gaze, smiling shyly. Just then, the bus pulls up.
"Ugh... this is my bus", he frowns.
"Aww, don't go!" I protest. Did I just say that? My eyes widen and I shut my mouth so fast, I wonder if he heard my teeth clash together. He chuckles, clearly seeing my embarrassment... shizzz bro.
"I have to!.. but", he pulls a scrap from his pocket and scribbles on it, "here, it's my number," he smiles at me, "ya know.. in case you ever need someone to talk to" he winks.
My heart stops, along with my breath... "o..okay" I smile.
"Bye, Paigey" Josh says with a smile.
PAIGEYYY! AHHH! That was the cutest thing ever... why am I so ... attracted to him?! He's too perfect.. but.. Brian. I can't hurt him.
"Bye Josh", I grin back. He's so totally dreamy.... I watch as he climbs onto the bus an into his seat. He settles in, then smiles and waves to me. I return the wave, and watch as the bus rolls away. I slide into my seat and sigh, totally elated.
In the middle of my day dream, my phone buzzes. I see that it's from Brian and ignore it.
Another buzz... him again. Ugh, can't he tell I don't freaking want to talk to him?!
And yet another... Seriously?! My curiosity gets the best of me, and I unlock my phone and read....